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One, Two, Three, Four by dunn-ciaran, literature

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One, Two, Three, Four

Chorus: One, two, three, four- This ain't a game anymore Five, six, seven, eight too- This ain't acting, I fucking hate you. Let's all for fun just beat him down Leave him dying on the ground Lying there without a sound Leave him dying on the ground [Chorus] Do you want me to give in? For the purpose of livin'? Okay, alright, dammit you win I give up, now leave me livin' [Chorus] Bite the hand from which I'm fed Turn the hand a dark blood red Count to three and I am dead Killed by the hand from which I was once fed. [Chorus 3x]

Welcome To The Show by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Welcome To The Show

Welcome to the show Hope you've been keeping well Are you ready to join us On our return to hell? Sold your soul and conscience Together for some donuts All crowd members know their fate As well, but still they go nuts. Prepare yourself for leaving Embrace your last goodbyes For we know of your evil thoughts Evil wishes and lies. Prepare for deportation Get ready for farewell As you join the increasing circus of freaks As we journey so slowly to hell.

Random Number Generator by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Random Number Generator

Dial random numbers on the telephone Talk to those who are willing to hear They don't have a clue who I actually am So I've nothing at all I should fear Talk away about my life and I Ask some questions of theirs I don't have a clue who I'm talking to But it still seems that this person cares Stephanie B's on that end of the line So at least I now know a bit About who the hell I am talking to Although we have not ever met Random phone calls from my room Meeting new people every day French, Dutch, Swedish, I don't care Nationality doesn't affect me After an hour I'll hang up the phone Write their name on this page with a pen A

Deal With It by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Deal With It

Everything that I've held true Has been a fucking lie Look around me, start to scream "WHAT HAVE I DONE?! WHY?!?!" I'll deal with this tomorrow I push it back inside Someone here will suffer And you're the first in line Just end the facade Stop trying to be me You're not, never were And never will be. Learn to be yourself Not me or someone else But do so on your own 'cause I don't want to help. You wasted your life Being someone you're not And for this, verbal abuse Is all that you've got.

One Of Your Own by dunn-ciaran, literature

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One Of Your Own

Travel the world In pairs or alone Go where I want to I'm one of your own Do what I please And when I want to You do the same things You're just like me too We're in different bodies We have different names Dig deeper though and Find we're just the same Our minds are confused By stories we're told Friends we hang out with And beliefs that they hold For me it is strange Having a clone Same for you I'm told To have one of your own.

Am I Even Existent? by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Am I Even Existent?

Cry with a smile upon your face Or is it a deadly grimace? Never one to hide what's real Who you love/hate, how you feel. Never ending seeds of tension Grow inside me, a wild dementia Twisting you right from the start It's now become for me an art. What I am is your worst fear Taint your ears, I'm all you hear Go out and kill not in my name You're the one labelled insane. This existence is a dream Mouth opens but you cannot scream I press down your head with pillows Underneath this the breathing slows. Took his own life they'll all say Once again I get away You wake up and try to blame me All for nothing, 'cause I'm not rea

Don't Rest In Peace by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Don't Rest In Peace

No-one's round to see for miles Reveal your tears and secret smiles Alone you live in your own glory Too proud to admit that you're sorry. Travel on down alone to the lake We all know you're not real, you're fake Us two were a pair just me and you Now I'm just me, and you're just you. Correct me if I'm wrong to say We're drifting further every day Drowning as you try to breathe No-one likes you, and none will grieve. Box lowered into the ground No tears, just laughter, happy sounds We're all glad now that you're gone You were part of them, but you're not One.

Drunken Memories by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Drunken Memories

Our drunken memories Cover up that you can't see The mask though's evident Actions that have gone and went. Remember what we shouldn't Fulfil acts that we couldn't It is all now down to you Watch us just or join in too. We play games that you can't win Go places we shouldn't be in In the morning it's unclear What the fuck were we doing here?! Deep inside of each of us Truth comes out, minds they bust In the morning we can't talk about it No points, our game's over and out.

One Fingered Salute by dunn-ciaran, literature

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One Fingered Salute

All my life been looked down on Hated, slated, spat upon Now above you all I'll rise One-fingered salute to you and your lies. I'm the one who had no name Got abuse though all the same I took it all, nothing was said Now I'm fed up, you're all dead. I'm the one you tried to kill Kicked me down of your free will Hounded out for being me I'm not you and never will be. Revenge is mine, fucker, and I'll take it Told you years ago that I'd make it How do you like this kick to the face? One fingered salute, you fucking disgrace!!!!!

Suicide Note by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Suicide Note

My life is over Kill me here I drown my sorrows With another beer. Think about my useless life How I've wasted it On the outside I am fine Inside I can't take this. You don't know the truth You don't know why I feel this way Neither do I. Take my anger out on you Get some shit off my chest But time flies in too quickly And I can't get rid of the rest. Now I've written my final words Thank you for your time Tell my friends to read this too Maybe it'll help them see why.

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As Yet UnNamed by dunn-ciaran, literature

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As Yet UnNamed

As you pass me, I can't believe I thought, I hoped that you would notice me I feel a great weight upon my chest Feels like I'm drowning, I just can't breathe. Everyone's faces seem to light up As you approach, they all look up At this thing standing before them It's so quiet you'd hear a pin drop. You're the one that I won't forget To you I owe the greatest of debts Try to clear my mind of this shame Always seems it's me who you blame. Foolishly hoping and wanting more Failing to realise I'm an open door I can come, I can go, it won't affect you But these guys still sit and they try to attract you. Walk through the room so dam

Cracks Are Appearing by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Cracks Are Appearing

Cracks are forming Beneath the surface Time taking its toll All good things come to an end Our friendship wears away An ever-growing distance We must have run our course Though I wish this wasn't real. I'll cover my eyes Block out the sounds This isn't real, it can't be The chance of this is out of bounds. We both change and grow apart Patience wearing paper-thin The constant whining and your bitching Stop, you're doing my head in. Nothing we do or say can change this We're caught in the turn of the tide Like so many others before me I've just been cast aside. I love you yet hate you I miss you but I'd kill you I owe you

Shitlist by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Shitlist

I wish I didn't have these feelings I wish they'd all just go away I try all the time just to block it out To stop it driving me insane. All the voices screaming in my head Telling me whatI should do Why can't they just leave me all alone? Why can't I just stay safe here with you? Call my name in the dead of night From my throat come blood-curdling screams Every night I find I'm tortured Lost souls come in and invade my dreams. I wish I didn't have these feelings I wish they'd all just go away I try all the time just to block it out To stop it driving me insane. All the shit goes on around me But no-one notices something is w

The Outcast by dunn-ciaran, literature

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The Outcast

They try to run you down These pricks treat you like shit The constant abuse; verbal, physical Why are you the one getting it? Their treatment it pains you It's clear from your eyes The things they tell others though It's fiction, it's all lies. Hands tied behind your back Yourself you can't defend Helpless against the bastards You once could call a friend.... Three months have passed And the abuse still continues Tv shows just been interrupted And something's come up on the news. A body was found, beaten blue and black Near the bridge, your mother is shaking Another silent sufferer of bullying in school Your life now these

Death Row by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Death Row

The time is coming These breaths will be my last My heartbeat increasing The final words being uttered. I'm being visited in my cell Streams of tears on my mother's face My father isn't talking, though I can tell it pains him too I wish this didn't happen, why does it have to be me? Visiting hours are over and I'm left alone again Alone with just my thoughts and prayers A priest comes in to comfort me But I'd rather be left to my own devices. Praying for forgiveness for all the things I've done All the hurtful things I've said All the pain to others formed at my hands As I'm counting to my death. An angel comes to visit me It

Oh My Goddess by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Oh My Goddess

No-one is aware of how I feel A veil of secrecy shadows the truth Silently wishing that I'd have my chance Waiting forever in vain for my turn. You never had a clue, didn't seem to notice It could be that you just didn't see Or maybe just weren't interested. I wish I could tell you just how I feel Come clean about everything Get it off my chest but I can't I can't disrupt your perfect world. You come down from your throne And walk among us lowly mortals You could pick anyone; they'd follow your orders It drives me insane cause you see right through me. We're all on a collision course Scrambling just to be near you I pray insi

If Only I Could Be One Of You by dunn-ciaran, literature

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If Only I Could Be One Of You

These voices I always hear them They're showing me the way I follow the example they set Follow them every damned day. But wait a second these aren't voices Just trapped inside my head These are people who I follow I'm not myself; I'm them instead. Don't want to be criticized Chastised and shamed I would be if I was different So I'll just stay the same. My friends tear into others Who are different to us I'm not myself when I'm with them But being myself I'd lose them just. Dropping into obscurity Is something I can't think about So acting myself is something That I can live without. Lack of self-esteem Don't like to be u

The Liar by dunn-ciaran, literature

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The Liar

Oh God I'm falling And no-one will catch me They stand around, point, laugh Jeer, scream at and watch me. My fall from grace Is rapidly dawning But it's not even come with So much as a warning. No chance to say "Goodbye" to all of my friends Can't hug them one last time Before it all ends. This is all your fault You liar, you dick Your tales fabricated Man you make me sick. You've wrapped yourself up In a small web of lies The truth though is before my friends There in front of their eyes. It's not hard to see Not hard to understand They just won't believe it So I'll raise my right hand. To their God, I swear What I'm

The Stalker by dunn-ciaran, literature

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The Stalker

She doesn't realise but I'm watching her In close detail, her every stride No matter what it takes from me She WILL become my bride.. I know every move that she makes From waking up to sleeping at night I've not been found so it's not wrong And if it's not wrong then it must be right. She has no clue that I exist She has yet to discover The man who works alongside her Is her secret lover. I think about her all the time Dream of her when I sleep If she found out the truth she'd worry And I'd be called a creep. She has a boyfriend who she loves I hate that damned sweet-talker Why can't she pay attention to me? I mean I am

You by dunn-ciaran, literature

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You

For most this life is passing too fast In this race called life you are coming last. People zip past but still you're here Friends come, friends change, friends disappear. For you it's fun and life's a game Most aren't people, they're faces and names. Obscurity doesn't faze you Don't change for anyone, you just stay true. To yourself and you'll be fine Winner over the course of time Slow and steady wins the race Life's long why go at such fast pace? Your life cut short by someone insane A hit-and-run and you've been slain. You were the one who was strong and true It's too late now but I loved you...

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This Cut Tonight... by ash-interrupted, literature

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This Cut Tonight...

There is an illness Killing me, A madness No one else can see I'm losing All my sanity, I'm hearing voices Constantly They never ever Go away, They haunt me Every single day Telling me that I'm a freak, Telling me I'm just a slut, Telling me that I'm too weak, Telling me I need to cut Why must my life Be such a threat? This cut tonight, The deepest yet I'm tired of running From my past I take drugs to forget, But they never last I'm always high, Yet I feel so low No matter how hard I try, I can never let go I stay alone, So I can hide But it all keeps building Up inside Making me crazy, Driving me mad

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For Ciaran by darksazzo, literature

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For Ciaran

Sorry it's been ages To take my turn to write I tried to write in stages But nothing came out right I really have to say The two poems you wrote were kool I read them everyday And cheer me up, cause you so rule The timing of the first one Really was just brilliant I really was just stunned And thinking wow excellent Now Ciaran you truly rule You cheer me up when I am down When we first talked you were kool And guess what, you still rule

I Warned You, Bitch by ash-interrupted, literature

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I Warned You, Bitch

you should know not to fuck with me I've warned you before but you thought that you'd win this you're one stupid whore don't lock the door I'll kill you, whore I'll knock the door down I'll find a way in I'll throw you to the ground and I'll kick your face in I see through your lies I see the fear in your eyes I'm gonna make this last cuz you fucked up in the past yeah, you fucked up, bitch you fucked up bad I warned you, kid not to make me mad but you didn't listen you didn't care now you're learning your lesson I'm just making things fair I'll fuck you up, bitch I'll kick in your head when I'm finished with you you'

My Last Note... by darksazzo, literature

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My Last Note...

Locking Life away Nowhere left to stay Souls lurking in shadows My body is cold And circulation has stopped I truly am dead inside So What more harm can be done? My wrists are scarred From many bad times Scars on my arms From the worst day of my life Battering from the past Of which I'll never share Guilt in my mind Imagination at its worst Unbearable sounds and actions You can never think up my reaction My protective cage is breaking Along with two elements of me My breathing is harder Even rejecting me But my heart's ripped out Beating slowly and gradually I've shed my tears Dare say I'll shed more Can't you hear m

Sheets by NepentheAddict, literature

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Sheets

Untold stories A world unseen The truth is found Among these things The stains of tears Black and cold A million reasons To unfold Drops of blood Ask me why This is what happens When the soul cries The chasms left by A shriveling heart The rivets left by worlds torn apart Sheets on a bed The stories of my life Wounds that never heal And unrelenting strife Take the sheets away Replace them with new Suddenly there is no trace Of the things I have been through Pause a moment to reflect So easily washed away The memories that I hold dear And the pains of yesterday Not quite ready to give them up Not ready to let go I

The Dance by NepentheAddict, literature

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The Dance

"Take my hand, I have all night. We shall dance until the morn. I shall save you from a world unkind and an ending too forlorn. Dance with me, my Little One, forget your fears a while. Wipe your tears, get on your feet. Show me that beautiful smile." "I don't know what you see in me, my reflection is not the same. This face you see is not the one that answers to my name." "I do not claim to know you, only to listen when you talk. Take my hand, Dear Little One, and into the light, we'll walk. I wish that I could know you, the way I know myself. There is more to the story that is you, than a broken doll upon a sh

Would You Remeber Me by Lux-de-Luna, literature

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Would You Remeber Me

What would I say if I talked to you again? Would it be like the last time? Could we just pick up where we left off? Would we stare dumbly at each other, like the other is a complete stranger? Would I try to run and hide, pretending that I don't remember, all those times we shared, all those secrets we whispered? Have you forgotten them all? If you have, I'm sorry. Because they are the memories, for rainy days and I will tell my grandkids. Would you recognize me, or just take me for a someone? Could you remember, that I'm the one that wouldn't leave? Or have you forgotten, all those memories we shared, those hidden in phot

See No Evil, Hear The Evil by doyoucare, literature

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See No Evil, Hear The Evil

Cotton on my eyes A whisper of warm air in my ear How would you prefer it semi or auto My body freezes As my lips dry up and quiver Now in a grunt I said how do you prefer it auto or semi I can't say the words I can sense the anger build in this man As he slaps me off the head I try my hardest not to budge I can hear him switch the gun from lock to auto to semi I don't know what its on The weapon is loaded and aimed With a farewell I'm sure he's got a smile on his face

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onboard thoughts

The cold wind burns my chilled cheeks to comfort. Black fades to green to gray. Dull tones dance around and cause me to smile. A gental rocking threatens to lull me to sleep but the rise and fall quickly wakens me. Beauty surounds me reminding me of dreams and also reality. Longings fill my heart peace my mind. Worry tries to creep in but is chased away by a gust. Only to be replaced by a bottomless deep that captivates me. Fear tries to bite but wonder and enchantment overtake it. A soft tapping comforts a brused heart intriging the mind. Hope is found amist torment & love among pandemonum.

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Someday by dunn-ciaran, literature

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Someday

I can't sleep, I miss you so Never before have I felt this low Loneliness kicks me while I'm down In my own sadness I rapidly drown. Face the roof above from my bed Thoughts run like a river in my head I think of you every single chance But you can't give me a second glance. 24 hours, 7 days a week It's pathetic, I'm so fucking weak Every second you're on my mind I wish this time we could rewind. A prisoner inside my own brain Thoughts of you drive me insane I lie awake at night and think You're there even when I blink. The punches fly in hard and fast Under pressure I can't last Like my fists, my mind is bruised Without yo

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Current Residence: Derry, Northern Ireland
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dunn-ciaran

Jan 17, 2005

New Account

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For people who haven't added me already, can you add http://red-hot-chili-pepper.deviantart.com ? thanks, Dunn

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dunn-ciaran

Jan 11, 2005

New Account, Read This If You Want To Keep Up To D

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I've decided to change my deviantART account page now, so to access my new one, go to http://.red-hot-chili-pepper.deviantart.com .... This is the last post I'm gonna make on this account, so that's this account Dunn and Dusted:P

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dunn-ciaran

Dec 19, 2004

The Memory Remains

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Right, I'm bored as fuck, and I haven't gone on a rant for a good while, so I might as well do so now.... 1. It was my birthday on Friday (whoo 17 now) so thanks to Conor, Sarah and those who remembered. Heard a few kick-ass bands but almost broke my nose and think I sprained my ankle in the pit- it was worth it though. 2. Been getting pretty frustrated of late... I've been looking for ages to start a band able to play original material, and only know of one person who is actually willing to do it, but I have strong doubts that he'll put any effort towards it, and like the rest I was sposed to start, it'll fall apart after maybe one practis

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Jun 15, 2011

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